Thursday, July 21, 2005

One Way Ticket To...

Finally e-mailed in my last and final official official notice of resignation before leaving work a bit ago.

The hills and valleys here are echoing, with the sound of tears having fell upon my feet.

Smell of burnt rubber still lingers around the Blazer, as drove with spinning wheels coming around corners up the hill to the house tonight, as desire to leave my mark coupled with pain and frustrations pressed the accelerator further.


While excited about the future and this new positition,,, with a hopefull look towards this one-way path that have now stepped officially upon, the thought of leaving the beloved terrain & good stuff of this area so pulls at my heart.

Enthusiastic about fresh start at new firm, and having a positive realization that the upcoming opportunities shall be great. Passions embedded within my veins regarding new career and this path are kindling a zestful eagerness at the thought of becoming a member with the proactive team to be found in this company that will be joining in just a few weeks.

Yet... As heart cries out with meloncholy, Sad is my soul.

Most difficult decision, to leave this awesome area, wonderful people and special friends.

While Career wins, Hope stays alive. As it must. For to truly live, must take chances, sail into the uncharted/unknown, and not let the potentially stormy and dark and dangerous waters have the upper hand.

So, watch out, for to the frozen, flat, and wind-swept tundra of northeastern Indiana, with a positive & an upbeat view, here I go - not as Eeyore, but with a twist of Tigger's tail, and the cleverness of a simple Pooh-Bear.

For, as written in The Tao of Pooh, "sourness and bitterness come from the interfering and unappreciative mind. Life itself, when understood and utilized for what it is, is sweet."

Altho' the pain of separating my body from these wondrous hills is heavy, my mind very much does appreciate the upcoming opportunity, as a serenity, one that is almost happy, encompasses me; as the potentials that life has to offer are indeed quite sweet.

With time, a rekindled and passionate vocation, and with visitations back here, the sorrow will decrease.

Memories of this so rich land & very special people shall always remain vibrant & colourful, while with passing days, wounds diminish.

Myself reminds my self of "The Way", while sitting upon "The Uncarved Block".

Life, offering opportunities, it is indeed what it is, fun, and... having a richness of being special, because, its all good.

And Sweet.

It is indeed.

Peace...

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